HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! ...

thank ya'll for the posts. it's always an encouragement to hear some feedback. well it's official. he won't let me have the donkeys back. fitness equipment think it's mostly HER input there than his. but again, maybe it's a blessing in disguise...feed & vet bills, etc., as was mentioned.

He & I are done. After speaking to him briefly last night, and she answered the phone, I realized I've been living in a fantasy, hanging on to the past. I can't get on with my life while crying about things I can't change. That's where the serenity prayer really comes in handy.

Billy, myself, my daughter, & her 2 boys are all driving down to billy's mom's for Thanksgiving. my son & his famaily are going to meet us there. I'm anxious to have all my kids together for pictures at one time. It will be wonderful having them all together at one time, for the first time ever since the grandkids were born. hope my nerves will hold up. plus i'm meeting a bunch more of bill's family for the first time. about 80 ppl are going to be there. talk about a bunch of rednecks! lol. it's going to be fun.

i rode mama horse bareback for a while around the farm this afternoon. shakota & jubilee ran around & after us bucking, kicking up their heels & having a grand ol' time while I rode. That's such a neat experience to me. i love being with my horses.

i've been straightening the house & doing laundry all afternoon. i took boomer, my dog, to mom's to stay while we're gone the next couple of days. then next week mom's coming here to stay again for a few days. that's getting a little old, but can't do anything about it.

i'm in a better mood. have taken my medicine like i'm supposed to today & feel better for doing so. i've gotta start being more vigilent with my meds. they're important to my own sanity.

well, billy will be home shortly. i'll go for now. take care & have a grand holiday! gobble gobble! lol.

I'M FINALLY BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!

i'm finally back online again. I know everyone must've thought i'd dropped off the earth. sorry. we moved my pc and it took forever to move the phoneline, then i had trouble trying to change dial up companies. moved from aol to verizon.

life's just been rockin on. ronnie's finally steel doors history. he's marrying a girl in her 30's. (i'll be 47 in march), who's got 10 more acres than me. I have a grave disdain for the man these days.

Billy and I are getting along well. Mom's staying with us for a few days again. they're moving back to TX from Wyoming.

I'm riding more than ever as the weather allows and we've planned two big trailrides for this year. We're really looking forward to it.

well, just wanted to let ya'll know I didn't die or get sick or anything like that. just had service interruption.

Glad to read that everyone's ok in the world.

Look forward to hearing from you!!!!

tonight was weird

ryan came up to me, and was like "ay allyyy balb lalbalbal....this is my friend jeremy"

and jeremy pretended like we never met.

and was like "oh i remember oyu once fromblarneys, you stole my pitcher"

he totally disregarded that one night at hooks

and i just kinda smiled and said yeah, i remember you.

I'm really glad he's cool with everything.

But anyway, ryans sister added me on facebook? kind of weird....and katelyn slept at "matt damon's" apartment. I wasn't gonna stop her, whatever. let him use her, like the other 5 guys did since she's been at pace. i miss taylor so much, its disgusting. like, everyone has someone, and im in the common room writing in this gay blurty shit, LIKE WTF?

...but i love him to death. so he's worth it, 100%.

and i really mean it.

bahahahahaha okay im going to bed its 635 AM

gooodnight!

...or goodmorning?

I hate you
I think it's safe to say you hate me too
How did we ever get this fucked up
Oh anyway,
Well it's alright
<Let you come over we can scream and fight

May 7th 2005
Valerie and Michael.
we're back together. and guess what things are EXACTLY the same...

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